worst day of the year...

Today, is the worst day of the year. PERIOD.







I had the biggest audition in my life and it was a total FLOP. To think i practised for it and made a complete idiot of myself.... I feel completely pathetic. I honestly thought that it would be better than today.Silly, naive me.Even practices were betterrr..... A whole lot better...

I don't know how to feel or what to feel...

Like what my friend said " what can u do about it?what's done's done.....NO!!NOT TRUE...

I could:

1)feel bad for 3 days
2)completely ignore my good friend(piano) for a year
3) be bitter and wallow in pity


BUT...I choose not to...:)

I did what I could and prepared as much as I could. So, it was a bad audition...SO WHAT? Shucks....I wish I felt that way...

Nevertheless, I guess i'lljust haf to practise harder and longer...

:)