another tiring day

hmmm
I have been almost out the wholeday..aiyo...about 10 sth...krsity and i went to megamall to search for some important stuff...waled for quite a long time...then we went back..about 1..we were to visit lily koo..so we waited for her at pudu lrt station...apparently she forgot..so i drove to taman midah...and picked her up..again..i drove to leisure mall..i think i will be reli good with roads by the end of this month..hehe...so anyway...it was fruitful...lily is such a great gurl... knows what she wants....just wished she could come to church...reli miss her though...

hmmm...2ndly..
I realised..lately...I haf been rather an emotionless person... things that used to affect me..won't affect me now..its been like that since mum left..I guess i have to grow up...and be mature...I have to rise up to the occasion...its hard..but .yeah..
I won't show feelings...no more...kinda have a really hard heart...i think... the weird thing is that..when it comes to worshipping God...i flood with tears...to me its when i am most vulnerable bfore God...liek He's touching me..n i feel great..and refreshed after that..

God is awesome..